Sometimes I feel that I have already lived other lives when I wake up in the morning after having had several vivid dreams. I have to pinch myself two or three times to remind myself what world I am in.
How much are you able to remember
I don’t remember having tasted Arabic food before I was 15 years old, however I have a very peculiar taste for it. They didn’t teach me to draw either, but I was already drawing portraits at the age of 7. I’ve spent my life reading hundreds of books, and sometimes when I hold them in my hands, I feel like I’ve read them before. I have the patience of a person much older than my age, and sometimes I have met older people who I seem very wise. All my life, I have felt different from others. Some people have called me a narcissist, I think I’m rather curious. Too curious to know where the things I think come from, the memories I have, and above all, the learning … strange.
Ice skating
The first time I stepped onto a skating rink, I felt at home. I learned in 5 minutes to slide on the ice, to go backward. I fell in love without thinking about the shape and flow it felt. After a few visits to the track, I started hanging around, hired an instructor, and was doing pretty advanced stuff in just under a month. It was so natural the way he learned things that it seemed like he just remembered how to do it.
I had already seen you
I feel that I have already lived other lives, I have even had contact with various people from my present in the past. The first time I saw the first love of my life, something in my heart moved. I stayed with him for almost 9 wonderful years. I have met super interesting people in this life, some have come to it in very strange ways. The thing with me is that I always sense people before they enter my life, especially those who will stay for a long time.
Also, death does not shock me too much
I am one of the few people who does not collapse after a death. In fact, I am one of the people who learned from a very young age that this is just a state of transition. For many, dying is a cause of grief, pain, and sadness. For me, it is a moment of detachment, happiness, and wisdom. We all have a cycle that we come to fulfill in this world. But like every cycle, it has a beginning and an end. Fortunately, in this life, nothing dies, it is only restored with a lot of balance. You have to be very attentive to be able to perceive that balance.
Sometimes I feel that I have lived other lives, which makes me a strange person or in need of psychiatric treatment. But I have already gone several times to the psychiatrist to check it, and not once has he sent me medication … in case you wanted to know.